Wednesday, August 22, 2012

8/22/12 - 144

Sigh.

That's what going on vacation does.. allows you to gain and weight and since I didn't have access to a scale, I couldn't update my posts.

So today I started the...

Let me tell you that I've never loathed a human that I haven't met more than I did today!  I had to run down my stairs because I couldn't stop the momentum of my body.  That's how fried my muscles were.  And it was only 20 minutes!  Yowza!  I feel good though.  My sister and I are doing it together and we took our 'Before' photos.  That was HARD.  Usually when I have my stomach showing I'm alone in the bathroom, not being photographed by someone!

I was going to do the 21 day sugar detox, but the food restrictions are SO intense.. I really feel like I would just starve instead of trying to eat what is on the 'ok' list.

I just had an epiphany.  I will NEVER lose the weight I need to if I don't fix my diet.  Perhaps I will stop eating meat again?  I think I could do it.  I lasted 11 months last time.

You know what?  I'm doing it.  I can do it.  I WILL DO IT.

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