For crying out loud.
I want to give up. So.Bad.
I'm tired of the yo-yo of the scale. I'm tired of feeling guilty every time I eat anything. I'm tired of thinking (hoping) that the Shred will finally do what I need.
I'm just tired.
I just finished day 6 of the shred (skipped on Sunday, literally didn't have time to do it) and I feel a lot stronger. I think I'll be ready on day 11 to go up a level.. but I don't feel ANY different. I was even bragging about how my undies were fitting differently the other day.. turns out, they were my MOMS!! She lives with us and they got mixed in with my clothes.
Sigh.
Tomorrow I'm supposed to do a Boot Camp class at the YMCA, my friend is the instructor. I don't even want to go. I feel so defeated. I know that since I'm not dieting I won't see the scale move much, especially since I'm building muscle.. but my clothes don't fit any different either. :/ It's like I'm doing this work for NOTHING.
Pft. I'm in a bad mood and I have a headache, again.
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